Ready?

This is or may be the post that was never meant to be published.

I have no idea why i wrote that first line of this post. Reflex? Maybe, though it does add a tinge of mystique or anonymity to what's gonna be written in my post i suppose. Life's been well, since i last updated, which was more than a month ago. Many things may have changed within these few weeks. Well, I witnessed people walk in and out of my life, things that i did that i couldn't explain myself, discovered more about myself too (like i always do).

I always believe things happen for a reason, the reason why i'm apart from you, the reason why we aren't who i want us to be, the reason why i still do feel. To get all emotional and stuff, i would say something like "I miss you" or something even more mushy but i just couldn't get the right word or even stand the thought of such a word now that i am feeling the way i am now.

But the truth may be that i don't even know what i'm feeling! Hahaha, the irony of life knocks me down to the very earth we stand everyday. Faced with countless of opportunities, numerous chances, an abundance of options and things i should or shouldn't have done; i'm well, doing really well mainly because i finally feel sorta comfortable with where we are right now.

Leave with this, you're either in or out, either you love it or you don't. Do things that you know you'll never regret; go with what you feel is right. Think you got it? Think again.