Aug 9, 2011

Music;

Have you ever experienced a change in emotion and feelings as each song plays? Or do you change the song that's playing to fit your feelings?
I suppose it works both ways. Well, that was just like a random question.

My 8th of August, didn't really go too well. Besides a bad day at school and a bad time at dance. I discovered many things about my emotions. I found out more about myself. Not that finding out more about myself is a bad thing, but rather it's really dwelling that I did.

I didn't expect myself to be really depressed most of the time, i didn't speculate that i'll lead a life as such, neither did i predict that i would be who i am today. Well, ups and downs of life, valuable life lessons, memorable memories made with amazing people, these are the things that i keep in mind. People come and go, and you don't know who's gonna stay and who's gonna leave in a bit. It's fair to say that i've cherished the people who came into my life, and walked off, it should be appropriate to say that i will treasure each and every friendship, each and every possible one.

I wanna thank the people that made me smile regardless of my ridiculously foul mood.
Yes, i'm talking about you. Thanks for being here/there.

1 comments:

Brenna Cheok Ming Zhu said...

Dayang, after reading your post... I can't believe you are that mushy. Well... I truly understand what you've been going through for the past few months because I was experiencing that same shit for years. I hope, I dream and only waited for time to heal but somehow it didn't.

Just STAY happy & BREAK!
:)

Brenna