Anyone else but you;

picture taken with my iphone.

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Things should be said to have taken a change for me. For better or for worst, well, i suppose it's too early to tell. I'm suppose to be feeling really happy/jubilant/joyous, idk, i'm suppose to feel good. But I'm not really glad about it yet, i mean.. yeah. It's a really complicating feeling that i really just can't grasp what's wrong neither could i decipher my thoughts about it. This is basically a passing(?). I sincerely hope it is, because it's a really terrible thing to go through. Rather tormenting, i would say.

The things that i thought i knew for sure, i don't think i still do. All the people that i thought i knew very well, i don't think i still do. All the shit that has been going on that i thought was over, i don't think they are.

I just hope tomorrow would be a better day.